User Profile

Advertisement

  • Add Friend
  • Add Note
  • Track User
  • Send Message
  • Send V-Gift
Userpic

the air we breathe

it's not enough

Created on 2006-08-30 07:37:58 (#11030898), last updated 2009-10-29

594 comments received, 547 comments posted

Basic Info
Name:Rendar
Birthdate:1985-06-14
Location:North Adams, Massachusetts, United States
Website:Facebook
Bio
love dream cry scream walk run jump fall awake uncertain crawl careful light break window glass shatter bullet fly lost smoke swirling fog surround compress air lack thereof dancing nothing at all stop caution wait begin again sing choke trip hands first knees second spread wings soar unhinged bloom burst pop explode crust sugar chocolate leather gold sand veins arm red pump wish hope prayer fangs throat suck slice incision cross garlic scales flames breath dragon eye father time claws scratch hair combed griffin tooth greased lightning dude sex and candy boil bubble toil trouble pepper mint plus red wine white cloud black berry vice versa feminine fury cumming back yet crystal butterfly champagne 1574 vintage catch upon flip side ice tea with honey sip cup pinky facing out salmon colored nails fingertips crimson lips mother earth breach security environmental disaster master where do you go my lovely quick rose petal chewing fairy folk lore fishing boring no guitar strings attached under magic carpet swept deja vu pretentious penis divine intervention suspended pension plan raisins cherub cookies raspberry cream lavender with caramel dulce de leche cheesecake fork in mouth syndrome virus infection close to heart spice wooden legs eight spider web caught tiger stripe spear through the chest vortex vagina giggle phoenix feather fields of forever arms length gentle touch masculine masticating facial hair shave beach babe hollow forest sleeping notes entirely paper bamboo I forgot what you taste like when you shoot gun tears of agony island house of cards messy jack of spade trade span trick the light fantastic mi amour mr. clean academic epidemic peach liquid two kill the sour apple gods save the queen chain whip mail mythril vests moon eclipse hips celestial reflection waves of joy sun's kiss excaliber marry she wasn't ready yet where did put that jade vase pocket full of stars horn of unicorn recover death and vigor vinegar subtract baking cherry soda diamonds are a girl's best friend rainbow bits scatter plain vanilla swirled strawberry element represent sodomy catastrophe flights of fancy free five finger discount fountain of youth spoof fiddler on the roof mafia jump rope ice cream mercedes benz ends royal purple rhymes with orange pop culture drama comma samurai turkey thanks for nothing crimson raindrops dancing vampires across the universe tarot scam slam bam thank you sam take it move aside bide your time will come black glasses cupboard cutting wrists wasting my safety dance bowie revolution river following the tides change like everything truth is a whisper pales in but to call a rose name game tied to the train tracks cotton sleeves believe in yourself touch of your hand sparkle bliss make it don't ever stop turn on a dime close stars echoing in out ears before after can't tear myself away close my eyes cold in the dark warmth of your lips green yellow flash and burst sarcastic uttered breath running fingertips hair smooth grooves dirty blond fond of kind of unbelievable because it is fake unreal false wrong begone illusion black silence bitter aftertaste waste of space face your grace kiss ring jeweled teeth touch me rub my back hand shaking say something anything words won't come eyes betray lies try but don't touch the merchandise you read my mind hands so nicely tightly wrapped around my heart going super nova driving all over creation reminisce clenched fists punch cheek to cheek eskimo bruise caribbean cruise clues lose dismay totally normal disarray emotion convey public embarrassing display no other way come what may listen words I say molding clay minds at bay hold please embrace spinning out of control world eyes chest sides black and blue marshal law iron claw private detective introspective billie jean prom queen magazine cover strike a pose grows like a cancer tears apart play stage applause pause real not stomach knot lump in my throat misguided prejudice charged malpractice smile one day backwards knife next poverty royalty squander foil water boil white glitter decadence definitive elegance burning books poor cooks dirty looks rhythm blues pay your dues everybody loses vegas bet correct suspect electric chair bear care nothing is fair reach out my bottomless chasm of comfort home and garden pardon me you're standing on my neck please don't stare give a care bus fair where the heart is toss stutter turn stumble bumblebee sting eat or be eaten fly or be bacon poor pigs army balm enough so call my bluff tainted painted jumping off a bridge wall with wings or whether women think much vertigo touch and go flat line frustrate loud tell the sky why can you tell me my place searching for the human race well whatever I'll be damned so who owns the land merry band I shot an arrow into the air path straight and narrow or is everyone just queer want a beer or fear of three more floor what a bore where I landed I know not where beautiful oblivion move to the music oblivious incredulous reach the stars give about a hundred or so to you what would you do then god of wine fine alone I will dine to want a man or a fan both will blow twilight glow I'll show you what I mean obscene no more I love yous go insane need a brain tango in the rain three four then add more implode impose venomous growth no one except the both of us lightning crashes while thunder chases the wind the devil never sings hammer time french cancan liquor ban well isn't that a pity pretty little city new york to tokyo put your lips together and blow marilyn monroe is this so buttered toast bashful boast free fling one night thing so who are you to tell me nay dooba dooba dup dup dup language has left me can't fight the goodnight dead of light done out of spite walking on broken glass oops I grabbed your ass what crass disaster faster master desire never returns on a vow given reflection deception or would you like a correction second opinion minion to coin a phrase or para just a phase you have no idea how weird I can be oh isn't it ironic love would you mind if I cried in your shower forgive the salt of my tears lift me up and take me back broken at that brilliant tactician I'll keep wishing but it won't come true secret mission through the front line mine better not blink I'm better than you think honor those who were more daring than yourself hold your head still I'll be your thrill the night will always go on with or without your permission didn't think I'd show up with my understatement abused accuse so lose already narcolepsy feeling a little tipsy not a funny thing swearing at inappropriate limes and lemon heaven clock tick and think of you caught up in rooms for squares for thought or do you have a better idea suitcase full of regrets slow down and wait for that lost memory grey streets go on forever seemingly has anyone ever told you before you're absolutely doable dust me off and tear out my heart and then I said breakfast at cheers to the losers day parade you're my baby and I'm sure you know this is true because nothing compares to you miss defect corrupt conceal broken seal darkness forget where I put the mind if I have a bite with fava beans mysterious conception intuitive deception there is nothing that I can do for you can't do for yourself grass growing paint drying with a towel or falls to the floor steaming hot and sweaty fantasy locked in your memory memorize various vicarious expositions in theory all but to wish or hope and faith without prayer bread sans orange marmalade humidity mossgrown wall undead caramelize hypnotize the price of getting one's heart's desire is losing what you once wanted memorize the sounds they make on their way down car parts bottles and celery costs more to consummately there for me overly dependent or otherwise needless without mine nor yours evangelical fallacies inconsequential death more than a feeling mechanical waltz worthless pest or a robin blue nest to this I digress molest touch your chest softly morning dew drips to the ripple in order to be better echo mine own sentimental purposes sans spilled milk tears carve name into arm color of veins such a infectious smile and a laugh to launch ships to save no time to waste paint your face with blood of trees river souls flowing inconsistently performance viagra so when does it stop the rowers keep on rowing seven four seven en route to atlantis library card mark a date or is it fate believe it or not rule of thumb green or puce we won the war oxymoronic silent letters never spoke their lines you call this peace of mind with lime grand design to thunder siege elegant egotist ballroom for another place setting cigarettes and grapes of wraith path or would you like a bath searching across the information superhighway blackening the sun drops off finger licking good luck with that pallet untouched fathomable place to grace your presence with a bow or sow babies soft brow the price is right or lot of dots in pages torn from burning books brick in window refined to sign pick a card any ward happiness is just a welcome mat doorway to the light maybe not don't tell me you never doubted him diary of a masochist two hands to call my own true life I am a god it's raining men lean jeans of his with names sewn on pyre of friendship bracelets three steps forward four slides backwards tied around your finger or would you remember otherwise dive to the bottom spin like a top break it down dance mother fucking anarchist antichrist staring over my shoulder spelling nazi paparazzi bunch of sharks dodge this take out the bass line cause this is thriller the trick is to keep breathing rhythm is a dancer indigo fortitude challenge what the future holds promises to keep miles to go before I sleep extend limits indefinately perpetually static charge at large toxic barge spilling out thinks he knows so much pretty boy with golden touch amish panda princess perhaps better solution is there a problem officers mystified colorized spit on the lord red sword bored not bad just drawn that way six foot rabbit from future world must end cosmic moon power tower let down your hair bare vacant expression connection to the root of my obsession sparkler in your glass of vodka sweetly bitter say what you mean or mean what you say lights out upstairs sell the papers pink vanilla with orange kiwi on the rocks who knows where the stars will explode i'm the silence you can't fight nostalic scents and familiar perfumes think twice double back take me now scarlet letter opener stranger in strange land eats a cheeseburger in paradise second guess or reply why not take high road and i'll take the low road get to mount olympus before ya pitiful excuse to the lavatory sit back and here my story worry not maiden fair come down here and fight me there courtship dance impaled upon a lance cut the carpet of time the goblin and the carpenter converse upon many a thing boots big boats and candle wax of dirt and queens whether a sun is freezing cold or whether rocks do dream calu kalay that's enough for today but once again who am I to say morality rules or more like guidelines the thief of hearts stole a blackbird pie from the man in the moon flowing like a river wading against the current synchronize forced to acquiesce your request hodge podge turned furniture wine stain in the carpet phoenix rising from purple ashes molecular dystrophy not virus but antibody promised you nothing least of all land diamond form telepathic shutdown redeem my sanity multiple personality we're fine now brightly colored pieces of paper playing cards with lauren bacall and steven tyler lets door slam in my face dead bug corpse in the window pain car morphs into a robot friend or foe kid or doe and two and fro puck shall make amends attention denied retribution of an oath broken out of spite and rhyme body prepare soul evacuation I can hear you scuttling in the dark what are you waiting for sure four jupiter cries foul and the umpire cries havoc penetration blithe words that don't exist what if humankind destined to be divine forced to be mortal what a fate sage turn the page when destiny and chance came by for tea I dream of being a god one day I will destroy this world let loose the doves of war spring onion grows on your back to wings of leather straps the day time stopped scoff at the thought or would you have fought otherwise tried to bide my minutes in haste and taste the ashes in the fireplace the vertical is the horizontal it's all in your perception they can melt skulls I can make pancakes my eyes cloudy from the start frothy foam sea saltine crackers with peanut butter spinning me right round put on a few pounds does my butt look big in this body original conception propulsion jet engine to the battlefield invulnerable lock them up take no prisoners dumped in unmarked graves a teddy bear my boy lollipop oh but I could control the weather making castles in the sky tell me utilitarian lies you know I need I can dance if only in my head wearing down your shoes blood vessels exploding but I hardly notice sparkling lights rushing around your body crevasse simple caress digest momentary collapse now where was I will show you how the infinity is a blinking wrinkle in time travel will always be a need constant fix saline drips clock on the wall even measures an hour but where to go and what will I wear victorian luxury extravagance excess magnetic polarity reversed well isn't this a switch falling up and out I have to boost the signal outer space lost my place what a waste but in your case phone home melancholy cacophony bald cypress urethra if you would you still care to love storm of secrets shimmering gold crumbles to cookie dust degree increase flow so blissfully tight thank you very much mr. roboto androgynous neanderthal visiting hours plug and let drain turtle dove politics shell of a previous man my true identity a wind comes up from the island splinter cast across the atmosphere elite brite canopy refrain intoxicating glance shirtless on computer shirt eating noodles copy and give to me upside down gravestone staring at the skylight ceiling concept of dime can we give ourselves one more chance wanton or formulative disguised in sheep's clothing nexus shimmy to the top play your chest like a violin drivel dripping drought upon humankind a pox on man I don't think I can hold it back realization energy beams lightsaber duel to the death catacombs morlocks dwell and in the darkness bind them watch it all come tumbling down quintissential monumental dreadful dialodge is it pain that makes you real it's freezing in the corner of my mind leather jacket I borrowed from a middle century concept cigarette from the seventies and the car james dean died in digital pivitol truely riveting fact or fiction tea or coffee real not blanket covered the truth simply complicated mirage dare to lift it away felt like alice if she never escaped wonderland cylindrical waves negatives show the truth they're here to get you I won't let them waistband texture velvet rain running my mouth over yours fingertips all around my hips let a out a little moan mind gone blank as marble sample your every angle the crimson and the purple of your incision sweat drips drip drip drop like liquid diamond lipstick my every cell is electrified I'm about to explode with heat and fry the stars darling skin like silk woven through a dream color of the moon little patches of imperfection makes the whole thing clearly I wanna take you home tonight I can see the universe in your eyes cotton briefs hug your skinny thighs lose em I can do it so much better all my juices boiling to erupt pushed to the breaking point beyond all imagining stale odour mattress discounted half price oh so nice rotten disposition chemical particle fusion of bodies as I lost myself inside you strawberry fields forever wait come back return to innocence don't be afraid to be weak man counter the stereotype perceive something else beyond all that came before believe that I can bring you to your knees breathe you into blue musk creme de menthe with lime token in the station one more dollar in the bank dank graveyard dirty bathroom reeks of you excited me too brought to the fringes of creation never felt such sensation trace a line in saliva down my neck even further and in that moment I was infinite waking up or was it just a dream fuck you hard something more tore through fabric of reality back bed place we made shut up bitch without body soul sex like monsters like gods like screaming lips so sweet dreams are made of these tease lie decieve me take it all running out power raging coursing through my atoms trick or treat bird in hand broke camel's back simply complex temptation resisted bow yeild submit to me sea and stone blood and bone culminate into a bowl with little noise and lesser woe is me unto a stubborn land would I but crush in the palm of my hand raised ask a question how surprising how many boys and girls trying out men and women's clothes looking foolish and pretending not to know people crawl in and people crawl out in word and verse they scream and shout static like a broken waltz that repeats on unto forever without rhyme or first I hear your voice still cursed the wind it flows upon in time and verse eternal simple miles to go you are lovely and more temperate sparse thoughts with muddled robots maybe we'll find a way into the west safe in my arms I won't let them touch hurt bend break you can't hold on much longer glass slipper it fits but breaks far too easily I can swim anywhere in my little fishbowl the castle is breaking but oh so pretty comes far too quickly don't care leaves just as fast maybe we're not meant to be happy or anything in excess must lost balance out a ledge falling towards the earth cup of coffee energetic up the cafe window ripples and shatters all too majestically tongue lashing is won't all I do dropped my pants for someone not worth it pulled back up nothing changed but it's all so alien techno blares forget all meaning dance dance dance it all away expansive lobby no I wasn't waiting long marveling at the marble floor takes so much time in and of itself scream if you want to go faster grabbed your crotch chemicals rushing in my bloodstream swaying like the trees in a familiar summer breeze god I recognize it's the taste of power tightly wrapped around your hips motorcycle the scenery blanks and pales in comparison melts together like a sauce salty sweet leaving no room for any bitterness least not for a while love at first sight or is it my intuition the impression that I get this is it boys this is war open fire ecstasy is all you need living in this big machine polymerize freckles one for every star in the sky that's great it starts with an world shake spider on the ceiling running wild reduces me to a frightened child I am a hurricane system start total efficiency all at the cost of my own levity I have no reason to explain myself to you feeling indescribably miraculous with no idea why what is coming I feel it clouds brewing over head and feet fountains bursting across the planet out of the ground relish in it relinquish all I am sacrifice myself in this sweet surrender the living flesh poses a hindrance been better for worse or would it had been better not to have been at all we all need a good assassination an earthquake or a war half a cup of saturn sprig of mint in june dust of mercury and boiled frogs oh but I would take your pain away since you left I am undone pressing down on you and me in a little toy shop soldier lusts for the astronaut and not the ballerina dancing for her princess wings clipped tripped drop kick and think of you pure simple chaos freckle on the nose of life's complexion bedrock heart do earth do crack she dreams a champagne dream she morphed into a snake lies and the lying liars who speak them this is the last straw in the needle hat my love song for a vampire insomnia thoughts less and more ordered faith slippery facts hushed under the carpet ordained in blue never saw cruelty chills me to the bone open up pandora's aquarium things you never saw in your nightmares or doth I protest too much weaken knees a virtues loss cataloged in the journal at the end of time everyone envies the prettiest girl in the room I'm your venus I'm your fire erupting out of turn rewind the party one thought every thousand years god on speed dial air compression handcuffed table water so cold blades of fury cut like scissors and then I hear the sound of wings nothing ever useful men never think like that open flames that scar and bruise rising like such a din deeply sated like rich overgrown ivy licking the bone of camel walls like grand bits of candied teeth dripping in rain and lost with lyme green and a concave of vermillion pewter and lavender waste of time this worship as if praying were enough to make it so eye of bat and tongue of dog bring to a boil and simmer for the faintest light at the tunnel's end go out with a bang a burst or a dove cherry tree don't you lie to me with all the words that wishing wastes the light was gone from yonder face the morning dew and broken plates the song is sung the hour is late in all the dreaming bringing to wake painful mourns doth move and take hold me now for goodness sake the end of the world for you I'll wait yellow moon in my mind hidden rooms and moonlit tombs shadow of my former self cloned away another day simple direction in the path of rejection signs of weakness like graffiti piece by peace the mask cracks angels in flight I asked for wind hidden forbidden holy ground drowned in red mist a fog on humankind curse with a chance of rain put down your horn little boy blue and feel the storm I dreamt I was an honorable man such a beautiful disaster bury the tears in my heart time to fly to heaven because hell is cutting loose papers cut struck the achilles' heel brought the beast down the spirit itself enchained I never thought I'd see you one day we'll meet again with the vague front row seat to corruption sight in hind is better than two in a bush to what I ask you heard my voice and didn't respond poison like oranges gotta have your vitamin see where that got us 1968 we don't know who we are anymore singing through the pain in the darkest corner of my art beware the seven sons lest they drink the moon simply satisfying space in rhyme fortune favors the cold caring not for you but for themselves a cozy yet not a person soft yet not skin who knows what is write for me bombarded with prose and in that reach new hi's and low and behold the prodigal son returns but his princess got fat waiting for news of his departure from this world trust me I will keep you safe let me be your shield my bones your shelter my flesh your pillow I will hold in my duty the ultimate defense let me be your only night protection from the dark
Connect

Interests (150):

.hack//, a chorus line, acting, adult swim, advance wars, alan cumming, alan rickman, alanis morissette, alex ross, alternate realities, androgyny, angels in america, ani difranco, animal farm, anime, annie lennox, astral projection, ballet, bathrooms, batman, being naked, being underwater, bill maher, billie joe armstrong, björk, boys, cher, chess, christopher walken, cigarette smoke, comics, conan o'brien, cranberry juice, cyndi lauper, dancing, david bowie, dream analysis, earth x, elijah wood, emma frost, esoteric poetry, ewan mcgregor, exiles, existentialism, final fantasy tactics, fire emblem, gender equality, george carlin, goo goo dolls, green lantern, hedwig-and-the-angry-inch, j-rock, jack nicholson, janeane garofalo, japan, joni mitchell, josh groban, judi dench, judy garland, julia stiles, julie andrews, kill bill, lewis black, magic the gathering, malice mizer, margaret cho, marshfield, marvel universe, matthew broderick, megan mullally, meryl streep, metal gear solid, michael jackson, montreal, moulin rouge, mystery science theater 3000, mythology, nathan lane, neil gaiman, nightmare before christmas, ninjas, opera, ororo munroe, oscar wilde, outtakes, paranoia agent, pasta, patricia routledge, patrick stewart, penn and teller, penny arcade, pheromones, photography, poppy z. brite, psychology, public nudity, pyrokinetics, rain, reading, reincarnation, robin williams, rocky horror picture show, romance, ron white, roses, rufus wainwright, rupert grint, ryoko, sailor mercury, sarcasm, shirley maclaine, sinead o'connor, singing, spontaneity, stephen trask, strangers in paradise, subtlety, tales of arcadia, tea, techno, telekinesis, telepathy, the ocean, theater, thunderstorms, tim robbins, tori amos, tracy chapman, travis barker, trigun, tuxedo mask, unrequited love, utter chaos, vampires, vg cats, video games, violin, vodka, voltaire, water, weather manipulation, will ferrel, william shakespeare, wine, wolfsheim, world domination, writing, x-men, your mom, zombie defense league

External Services:

LJ Talksapphire_gaijin@livejournal.com
AIMDarren614AIM status
Friends [View Entries]
Communities [View Entries]
Feeds [View Entries]

Advertisement

Create an Account
Forgot your login or password?
Login w/ OpenID
English • Español • Deutsch • Русский…